"Until"

I never understood why people were embarrassed of the things that made them unique until I realized how quirky and strange I am.
I never understood why my mom cried to see me go until I held a baby in my arms as I rocked her to sleep.
I never understood why people's eyes were glued to their phones until I held that lifeline in my hand.
I never understood why girls wore makeup until someone complimented me when I wore some foundation and mascara.
I never understood why people liked running until I felt that rush of wind whistle past my ears.
I never understood the pain of goodbye until I left the places I called home.
I never understood why my parents could not buy me the clothes I wanted until I was old enough to have a job myself.
I never understood why people were irrationally anxious until I hit a wall of perfectionism and low self-esteem.
I never understood how meaningful a hug from a friend could be until I needed one myself.
I never understood until...

Canton, Massachusetts