Thoughts of a Recently Returned {Mormon} College Girl

I miss my friends.

I’m bored.

Is it bad to sleep in too much?

Wait, I have to make my own food?

There’s no dining hall here?

Or meal plan?

I miss my friends…

….who am I supposed to eat with? Myself??

Wait, I’m supposed to pay for things here?

Do I need a job?

Why do I have to work?

Money.

I think it might be worse sharing a room with my sister than my roommate.

I miss my friends.

Who am I supposed to analyze Friends with??  Nobody understands my Chandler and Monica jokes.

It’s like I’ve already read more books here than my whole year at college.

Is it bad to say that I’m running out of TV shows to binge watch on Netflix?

Currently missing my friends, but I have to be proud they’re on missions.

But I still miss them. 

People are actually still in school here?

What am I supposed to do while everyone is studying?

Work? Nah…

I need money.

There is absolutely no shame in watching Netflix until 2 in the morning, right? Right??

I miss my friends still.

Why won’t they snapchat back?  My description of my dog on snap should be their number one priority!

I hope they’re not having more fun than me.

In ‘n Out run!

By myself.

No shame in buying a fry and shake and eating in the parking lot by myself.

I can’t believe I used to do this at 2 am in college (with friends).

I actually miss BYU.

Not learning.

Just friends.

And not the dorms.

Just friends.

Everyone at home is asleep.

It’s literally only 10:00.

I miss my friends.

They’re literally leaving for the MTC in a week!

Who am I supposed to text after that??

I’m running out of people to text!

It literally took me a month to unpack.

I don’t remember having this many clothes.

Literally I wear the same 5 shirts.

Watches Netflix to reward myself for unpacking.

Watches Netflix to reward myself for waking up.

Watches Netflix to reward myself for anything.

Watches Netflix.

Netflix can’t drown my sorrows.  I still miss my friends.

Let’s see, it would only take 18 hours to drive and visit them…that’s nothing!  Easily done.

I forget.  I still have responsibilities.

*makes screensaver on my phone a group picture of me and my friends*

*cries every time I see that picture when I go on my phone to check Facebook*

Singles ward or family ward..?

Family ward.

Am I really supposed to attend Gospel Doctrine FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE?!

When can I start my mission papers?

Someone from high school?? I forgot you exist! *pretends I don’t see you*

This is probably the fortieth time I’ve been on Pinterest today.

*gets ideas for crafts I should do this summer to pass the time*

*never does them*

Missionary Monday!

OMG a baby.  I haven’t seen one of those in forever!

*tries to fit 45-min Netflix show in 20 minutes*

I think my dog is more excited to see me when I come home than my family.

Ew high schoolers.  They think they’re so cool.  They’re like twelve. 

I can’t believe my parents just forced me to go to the gym.

They need Netflix at the gym.

You are literally the 73^rd person to ask me how Provo is.

Yes, it’s great!  It’s cold!  I miss my friends!  Yes, my mom is glad I’m home!

I haven’t posted on Instagram in a month. 

There’s nothing to post about.

I’ll post this artsy pic of me watching the Parks and Recreation finale with ice cream.

No, that’s pathetic.

Is it pathetic?

I can’t ask anyone because my friends AREN’T HERE.

I really miss them.